A upset girl who likes this one boy very much

by unknown True stories Love 4 comments

i am a teenage girl,& so in love with this teenage boy. who doesn't know i existed..

well the truth is he knows me but never acts like i existed at all!, which makes me depressed ofcourse. Every day at school he never says hello or whats up... he acts like i'm invisible. so one day i drank a couples of beefs and i went online.. and guess what? he was online:o omg! you know what happenings when your drunk right? your go out of control & don't care what peoples say, so i said hi to him... he replyed and later i asked him "wanna hang out" he said ok. so i went to his place. we were in his room then hours later he told me to go home, (the tv was on) i said can you please turn off the tv? he said why ?

i just went for it & turn it off, and went on top of him then all of s sudden i was being a naughty girl if u know what i mean;D , seems like he was enjoying it. NEXT DAY later he phoned me & said wanna hang out ? come by & visit me.. so i did, He brought me in his room & we kinda flirted each other and hugged each other, then he was turned on because of me so i regret having sex with him because i had my period. so after that he sended me home, then nextday i was waiting for him to say hi on facebook he wouldnt...

i thought we had connected that night but no! he's the same guy i always know who always ingores & walks away, i just want him to notices me when i put on makeup or newclothes...etc... couple mouths later, he never bothers talking to me... ive liked this guys for 3 years. so i deleted him on facebook because i had flashbacks about that night, and its awkward thinking about it , and i dont wanna remember it , makes me sad . what should i do? hes out of my life now! no connections of him!

never see him around. hes avoiding me now , this guy is cute & handsome.. he has a amazing smile, big nice eyes. yummylips. sexy hair, nice body.. ohmy! i love him, & he always a jerk to me ,one day i asked him for something but right away he said noo! infront of my friends who knows i like him, i was really embrassed. he's a stingy boy!i never noticed that, but hes my world , i always search for him.. i have dreams about him cudding with me in bed, & before i go to bed i think things that i what to happen for real.(someday)...., HE HAS A GF:[ whatever i see them hug i get really shy & embrassed for being a big loser.. this may sound like im a obsessed girl, but i LOVE him, hes funny.. cute loud laugh... I LOVE YOU...