Father of my unborn child

After my SSC exam,I wanted to have a boy friend...just 4 fun...but there was none suitable.Suddenly one day a friend came to my house n said that a boy(let his name be A.T)has a crush on me...A.T was my friend's friend but I didn't know A.T though he knew me well.

That day I asked my friend to call A.T so that I can talk to him...my friend called A.T from her mobile n then I talked to A.T.I took A.T's number then started to talk to him regularly.One day A.T proposed me n I said yes.As I wanted a boy friend for fun so I accepted A.T.Our relation was going on well.I knew some of A.T's friend and some of them became my friends too.One day while I was talking to A.T,he told me that one of his friends(my n A.T's mutual friend,let his name be Z.S)Z.S has a crush on me.A.T told me not to talk to Z.S but I didn't listen to A.T.I talked to Z.S n remained his friend.A.T knew this but he didn't have any objection!!After a few months I broke up wid A.T.coz I found out that he still loves his ex-girl friend.

I n Z.S were attending the same coaching class.From that time intimacy was growing between us.We became good friends.Z.S n I ,sometimes,used to go out together by bunking off class...Suddenly I started to feel something 4 Z.S...I didn't know what that was...I always thought about him,in class I stared at him.I didn't share my feelings wid anybody.But soon I realized that um in love with Z.S.

One day Z.S proposed me but I didn't say yes instantly.Z.S was a play boy n I knew this,so I didn't want to have an affair wid him as I was afraid that he might break my heart but still I said yes...I don't know why I was sooo afraid of losing him!

Our relation was going on well.At that time sometimes I felt vomitting n I shared this with Z.S n out of fun he told me that um pregnant n called me"Mother of his unborn child"n I also called him "Father of my unborn child"...by calling each other in this way we used to crack jokes out of this matter.After a few months,one day Z.S told me that he didn't love me n he wanna break up.No sooner had he told me this than tears rolled down my cheeks.Finally we broke up.

Today Z.S has another girl friend but um alone.I still love Z.S.I really don't know whether he has remembered me or not...I am still waiting for him