Kyu...aisa kyu?

Everyone one asks me "PYAR KA MATLAB JANTA HAI....?". I'm of 17 now and even I don't know what kind of feeling I've got for one girl, is it love or just an attraction....

My story started about more than a year ago(11th Feb 2012). I was in 10th class, we've got farewell that day,on that special day a girl from 9th class proposed me, I was knowing her very well,we even had great time during our sports practices, challenging each other,having fun.....but the moment she proposed me I was very happy coz maybe I was in love with her. Without thinking anything I hold her hand and said "Tune mujhse woh khushi cheen lee Jo propose karne wale ko milti hai jab use apne lover se ans HAA milta hai".She understood ke even I was in love with her. We both were very happy and time passed away n day came, a very special day for me her BIRTHDAY we both celebrated the day very happily. But I never thought ke this would be the last day of my happiness with her. Next day I came to know ke our secrete relationship has revealed to her brother. Her brother came to know about our relationship. And warned her to broke up otherwise he will inform her parents. That was the thing I never wanted to happen. And she broked up contact with me without telling,explaining.....me :'( . At every moment after this incident I was thinking about my past that brings me joy,thought about my dream career, also thought she still loves me but It was extremely hard for me to accept that she is not with me....Every sec was like a min....but the time never stops... things changed....I forgot her but she was still somewhere in my heart. On (4th march 2013) my friend called me I talked to her normally and she told ke her friend wants to talk to me, she gave phone to her friend and when I heard..."HELLO! KAISA HAI TU?" It was just....I can't explain....my full past just flashed in front of my eyes....I literally cried to hear her voice....yes! she was HER the one and only one for me...there were many questions in my mind to ask but,this day proved me SHE STILL LOVES ME......