Once.. My "He"

I'm not a writer,jst thought of giving a try by writing my feelings here in simple words, hope you'll all like it :)

I fell in love...

He is good..very loving...

Friendship... love... brk ups... these are the very common blessings (nd heartaches too) which each one of us long for...

He steps into my life,nd my whole world becomes a paradise..every second I dream abt it,nothng seems more perfect than this relation..our relation..our blessed love... nd then I become confident that nothing can do us apart... Our pure love... Different frm everyone's love... Why?... I dnt know..bt I jst know, it is indeed

I start making my life with you.. you also support me in making that castle of ours.. Nd I fall madly in love with you (maybe you too..) Nd then I dont wnt to turn back... I want to walk with you..want to walk each step with you.. Everything seems beautiful..as if I was the Juliet myself nd you My Romeo..nd that we are reborn to unite again..seems as if we'll be together for eternity

I fly so high,failing the clouds... leaving the birds behind ..making them all feel jealous... nd I say nd I shout "see,Im so happy... im the happiest in the world... nd I'll be the happiest one forever... cos I have HE"... every creature above thinks me a fool... bt I dnt care... i leave them all far behind... nd fly nd fly nd fly... nd im feeling like never before cos He's with me... He's with me...

but one day.. something crashes.. something falls down.. something is shatterred completely.. something is striving for beating.. nd that is MY Heart... my heart,that jst did an innocent crime..a crime which it could have stopped by itself, bt it couldn't... a crime of falling in LOVE..

Nd now... Im all alone... I become a heartless being... i dnt get, am I living or am I dead.. i want to cry and cry and cry..

Something sharp has got stuck in my heart... I try to pull it with all my power...bt im not succeeded... it's still there... i cant live with this ache anymore.. nd i dont want to

Was this what I ever dreamt... was this what I ever loved..

will this be what I'll be living my entire with... has my life ended... why I am suffering... jst cos I've lost him?... now He's far away, far away from my life..

But... No... I'll move on... I'll learn to move on... I'll have to... he has moved on... then why can't I...

nd with my trust on the "above" him, I know I'll again be the same girl, I was.. A happy Me