I miss him so bad

by missinghim • True stories • Messages • • There are many comments

I am yet just only 19 years old, but I was with this guy for going on 10 years on and off. We started going out when I was 10 and he was 11.

And we have been back and forth to each other (even after we never had anything to do with each other for the two years that i was with another guy, we still remained very close) I Love this guy, obviously. And he is such a nice person, inside and out. I know we love each other a lot. We just never talk about it.

We hook up every other weekend. But that just isn't enough for me. I really want to be "his girl" once and for all! But...I think he is with another girl...which makes my heartache!

He knows that I Love him lots....but what if he loves this other girl too..I am so confused...somebody give me a little help on how I should get to talking to my "childhood love"!!!!