The love that i never got

I met him online in orkut in summer holidays. He was married and has a daughter too. But his married life was not good. He was about to divorce his wife but he madly loved his daughter. He was very sad nd needed support as a best friend i used to support him a lot, this support when turned into love we both never newne fine day his health got verry worst he told me when he use to caught blood is coming from his mouth i got very scared and as his work was also not their, he had no money to do check up so i sent him money to his account so that he can do check up, it was very shocking to hear that he got blood cancer!!!!

I was shattered to hear this. His parents had arranged some money but was in need of 1lakh so i some how with the help of my jewla arranged him money and his mom was also happy to speak to me and doctors said that he will be alright after a operation and i was suppose to go to his place. They got him admitted and was about to give me his address all of a sudden his mobile got switched off!. I didn't have his mom's no too i was very sad and broken i used to call him every day and night hoping that his cell may be on but after one month his cell switched on, to my surprise he said his parents has taken his cell and was not ready to let him meet me as i am a Muslim and he a Hindu. So he ran away from hospital and got a duplicate sim so that he could contact me. Again happiness came in my life but again problem was that he was not having money to ome and meet me. So again i arranged money and sent to his account. But he said that his mom has banned his account and after i put money into his account he came to no about it after i put money into his account.

By now i was bank corrupt cause what ever i had i had given everything to him, once i felt he cheated me then my heart said he cant cheat me. After that he told me to tell my parents about us and promised me after one month when he himself is able to arrange money he will come and take me from hear. But till now is cell is switched off. Even today i call to his cell with a hope that his cell may be on but in vain. I think he has cheated me. Thanks to him i lost my belief in love..... I hate my self...... I m gone i m half dead by him... He ruined my life... He ruined everything